Chillona

I'm weepy. Not sure why. No I'm not with child. I think it's due to exhaustion. It may also be that I haven't taken my vitamins in weeks. I tried changing my routine and now I forget all the time. Everything makes me cry. I've had a knot in my throat for days. I've worked late all week. I've missed dinner with my family all week. Alfonso has waited and had dinner with me but it's not the same as when we have dinner with Diego. I cherish that time. It's the favorite part of my day, well next to seeing Diego's little teeth first thing in the morning. That smile of his lights up my day. That smile is the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm not in a tunnel but I said it for dramatic effect. So anyway, I've missed my husband and my child. I'm praying with all that I have that next week won't be like this week has been for me at work. I'm happy that I have a husband that is understanding and that has waited on me this week because I've worked so hard.

I'm blessed that I have a husband who loves me as I am and never asks me to change. I'm blessed by a whole lot of things and sometimes I ask myself when I know I shouldn't. Why do I deserve this? Why me? I should stop questioning it and just accept that someone out there is watching over me and that someone must like me because every step of the way I find gold or gold finds me. Family, friends, old and new.

I wasn't going to write that much because I really would like to take a nap but I think I've found a little inspiration.

I have to write out some birthday cards though so I have to save some of that inspiration for my friends.

I hope to find the inspiration to write what I'm feeling again soon. Life gets so busy sometimes that I have no time to reflect.

Have a nice Saturday. I will. I will be loving my son and hugging my friends and kissing my husband.